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My mad fat diary

I am so happy that My mad fat diary series 2 has come on to our screens -thanks E4! 
Watching the first episode where the main character Rae is going through some issues of self confidence. I don't think I ever realised how many people must feel fat, ugly, too skinny, spotty...what ever I didn't realise that people have so many issues with themselves - I'm not the only one. 

I Alwsys say be happy in yourself, it's easy to say its actually believing it that is the problem. 
There are so many things that can make people like me (plus size, wheelchair user) feel uncomfortable about themselves.  Just flicking through a magazine I can feel different, like I don't belong. Hanging around my friends somwtimes has me feeling uncomfortable because they are stunning and skinny, I'm jealous. 

Don't get me wrong I'm not depressed like the character in my mad fat diary but guess what I'm saying is I'm not the only person out there that feels like this. 

I didn't just complain about being plus size. when I felt down about it i decided to take matters into my own hands and began weight loss, this was in January, I have lost half a stone. You might say that's not a lot. But for someone who cannot exercise, I am doing this on healthy eating alone. 

I'm not really sure why I am blogging this. Mainly because it's weird how watching a program can make you feel a certain way. I am happy but sometimes I want to look different. I want people to look at me and think wow!

Comment how you feel, let's share. 
Lots of Love
Jasia
Xxx

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